Sunday, May 22, 2005

i tink it realli pays to be nice...dun u tink...one good turn deserves another...i m sure tht if ur nice to someone...they will be nice to u...they will be more receptive to wad u say....i tink thts the only way to win ppl over....to be nice....for even the blind hu do not see hav a heart ya...they will be touched even if its not today...not tml...not this month...not this year...but one day they will....i tink we live in a world where ppl support the wrong cause...oh wells...i tink its all the lack of sleep tht they cant open their eyes...when u walk into a place...or open a internet window...where u go to a place where everyone has similar mentality n they support each others screwness den u realli dun stand a chance...as much as u cant help being not offended...we hav to relax...forgive...forget...i tink wad i hav done is bad n good...cus when i have a problem...i tell the whole world...its a release for me...cus i m veri open about stuff like tht...but the other person may think ur backstabbing...wads bad is when u speak ur mind without thinking of being diplomatic...u hit ppl where it hurts...i m a classic example of tht...but there r others hu dun noe...i pray tht they will come to noe...

church...today i learnt tht we r all the church..haha...we carry it to the market place....i m the church n i carry the church...its a huge load...but considering u go to church every week n find peace...find God...isnt the idea of carrying peace just so kool....its like peace every day...i love church man...its has just changed me so much...slowly be surely...i tink i can get rid and shed the worldly tag....i tink i m in the stage where i m on fire but i still do bad things i used to do time to time n cus i m on fire n still do wrong...ppl question the fire thts burning...its not realli about being hypocrite....its when ur trying to shed a bad habit tht keeps coming back...u r like sheding something tht is natural...of course it is irregular...it will come n go till u hav fully shed it right...besides..ppl like me r like u...i may be on fire but still faced with problems...come on man...if being a christian means a bed of roses...the whole world will be christian le...i tink it is realli how the relationship grows n how u grow as a result...its like teens hu grow...can be mature n childish at different aspects...its like a baby hu is learning to walk but can still poo in his pants....same thing...doesnt the mixture of egg n flour n butter n water look weird n undesirable untill the cake is made....isnt the clay ugly n sticky till it has been refined n made into a pot...its like tht wad...unfortunately...some ppl will never understand....

i just need to go on for a week n i can chill..i m abit behind time...cant put off much longer....oh yar....anyone can tell me how to change my blogger back to english pls tell me via comments or tagboard or sumthing...the chi is fan ti zi n its getting quite annoying...

|cowpoo| 1:46 PM|

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